Nasirahh

Yesterdays.

2009-09-05T11:18:00.001+08:00

I was flipping through my archive through blogger when I found this!

This was so Sec 1. I can still remember how we came up with that rubbish (to the max) name.

I can’t believe that I use to be so boring and my English was like, horrible and total bitchy. Oh em gee Nasirah!

Can you actually believe that I use to type like this:

- OMG. she is sucha bitch larhs! i mean like wth is wrong wif her?

- fcuking awesome. fuck it. wtf.

- wanna be cool. shit lerhs. shitty shitty shit.

Oh God! Don’t talk about others, talk about me. See how I transformed from larh lerhs crap to something so much more matured. I still cannot stop laughing at myself. It’s like.. Did I really posted all that nonsense? And I use to fight with people, a lot! Now I’m so much more innocent than before. Which I find kind of hilarious.

Alright so, I actually did some amendments to my URLs from previous blogs. I still cannot accept the fact that;

1. I can’t read my post at the blog site itself.

2. My previous blog is super retarded with the given layout. HAHAHA.

Still trying to figure things out. I feel kind of free and slacking because it’s the one week break from school! Happy or what?!

I should really start doing revision. Can you actually believe that O level period is coming really soon. Which also means that Hari Raya is coming which means Ramadhan is ending real soon. Reminds me that I have started hearing Raya songs on the radio. The classic dikir barat song is still the best. No other songs can beat that! (;

I think I’m such a random person. I change topic practically all the time. HAHA.

I have been video-hopping at youtube these few days. I recommend these two channels; HappySlip and Nigahiga

One of the best video would be here (by nigahiga). TEEHEE.

Okeh done. I need to like really start studying!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Looking back.

2009-09-01T06:31:00.000+08:00

I need a new one. I cannot survive with this cause it’s getting really hang-y. Irritating sia!

So anyway, I still cannot accept the fact that my blog is likewise. It’s like, sad to the max! My hard work on editing the codes is gone. Although I didn’t created it but codes is difficult for me. I hate codes and I try to avoid them as much as possible.

I’ve been staying up late for the past few days. Really late ones were 4am. Crazy I know. I have no idea what I was doing. Oh wait, I do. I was watching Dermaga Seni Pusaka and Tedja Timur videos at YouTube. You should watch. It’s like, really nice!

Okeh in other words, I was watching kuda kepang again. I was bored, though it was 2am already.

On a little sadder note, it’s 1st September again. In other words, it’s been 8 years.

Been a long time but lets try it again.

One

Moving slowly

Stopping suddenly

Lost.

Rubbish

2009-08-27T15:41:00.000+08:00

I give up on blogger. It's getting really messed up and nonsensical as days go by. ):

Might be changing to WP/LJ. We'll see. Else I'll just stop blogging and write instead.

Other than that:

http://twitter.com/Syruplicious

Goner.

2009-08-26T17:42:00.000+08:00

Cause when it gets dark,

And when it gets cold

We hold each other till we see the sunlight

Hold my hand.

Baby I promise that I’ll do

All I can

Things will get better if you just hold my hand.

- Hold My Hand; Akon/MJ.

One month!

2009-08-21T19:18:00.000+08:00

I was about to type Eid Mubarak, then I realised it’s the wrong term. Wto.

Salam Ramadhan to all Muslims.

Hope a goner.

2009-08-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

Everyone saw me laughing at my every downfall. But nobody knows that the heart is breaking every second. Nobody but me.

Some comfort here.

2009-08-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

Meet a friend of my friend who is also my friend’s friend.

I spent a total of 7 hours doing Biology, Physics and History.

I feel so clever all of a sudden. (:

But I know I’m clever. I believe!

So anyway, been quite some time since I spend a very long and quiet time for me to contemplate on whatever is on my mind. There’s time to do them, but I end up sleeping. I’m that tired every single day. But it’s okeh! 9 weeks till O levels and we are so so done with all the crap!

I think..

I still am confuse on aorta and don’t know what valves. I know my heart pumps blood. Why can’t we just stop there?

Half hour of study and then I’m off to dream land.

I brought camera to school today. So happy.

Will upload pictures at Facebook some day. (:

Till then, consider this blog dead. Check out twitter at the side instead. It’s update almost every single hour. But if you sense weirdness, then it’s probably not me tweeting.

Person 1: Dumb.

Person 2: You’re dumber.

Person 1: She’s dumbest. *stares at person 3*

Person 3: Eh frog!

(Selenge Bacen) square is so loved. LOLs.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

My prayer.

2009-08-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

Into the sunset of your glory, where my heart and future lies.

There’s nothing like that feeling, when I look into your eyes. <3

I think I’m getting myself a place at Andalus next year! Happy to the max!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I’m in love~

2009-08-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

And always will be.

Useless.

2009-08-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

I feel like crap.

Mock Practical tomorrow.

Help me someone.

2009-08-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

I know I have something better to do. But I seriously cannot believe I’m watching culture X, alone. It’s PG god damn it!

Okeh dah. I’m sleepy to the max and I have no idea how to do Biology. Screw aorta and whatever veins lah.

I miss my maternal Granny. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Never.

2009-08-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

At the rate I’m doing my homework and the number of questions I can answer, I don’t know how I can even pass O level. Oh make that Prelim 2.

My immune system is getting really horrible. Fever, headache and flu is becoming my daily companion. Crap lah crap!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Are you really?

2009-08-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

And as my heart broke into pieces.

Thank you very much.

Fantastic.

2009-08-08T00:41:00.000+08:00

I was browsing at Twitter when I saw:

Okeh so, my huge congratulations to these 4 people below for getting an A!

***

There’s a burden in my head and it’s making me wide awake. I need some rest.

Sweet Love

Toodles

Mental.

2009-08-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

Four years of studying in a school filled with love and care, we have learned a lot of new knowledge and go through experiences that cannot be repeated. Not only do we have knowledge that can be used in the future, we made friends whom we learnt to trust. Friends we will remember for life. This curtain of memories is made with love and friendship of four long, yet memorable, years.

***

I feel like crap today. Just a totally sudden change of mood.

From very high to very low.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

V?

2009-08-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

The computer is lagging like crap. I hope it’s not virus cause seriously, I need the laptop to study!

National Day celebration tomorrow! Picture picture~ (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

My heart.

2009-08-04T13:31:00.000+08:00

Nothing better.

It’s a shame that you can’t answer when I’ve told you everything.

I refuse to believe that everything happened cause I said so. I refuse to believe that I’m at fault for everything that happened.

I refuse to know.

Whatever is possible.

***

I bought 3 books from Kinokuniya on Sunday. It’s like very super addictive!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Somewhenever.

2009-08-02T23:08:00.000+08:00

Meat my friend.

Okeh dah. Enjoy while I stress over Linear Law and EMaths practice paper.

I cannot wait to go DPIA. I don’t know why.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

After all.

2009-08-01T20:20:00.000+08:00

I got dumped at home with homework. Tension headache is back and I cannot take it.

I need a little proper laugh. I need a little smile.

It’s messed up. For I-don’t-know-how-many times.

Moving on.

2009-07-28T18:13:00.000+08:00

I’m so super happy cause I know how my name is spelled in Arab!

Nawshad!

And the most incredible thing was, I survived today’s class.

Irritatingly, she keeps asking me to do things for her. Oh wait, she has no idea that I’m sick. Oh double wait, since when does she care?

Be better.

2009-07-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

I need MC, medicine, sleep, at least a day away from homework and studies. Most importantly, I need to make sure I’m in class to catch up with all my school work and everything.

I almost fall in the toilet just now. Haiyaaaaaaaa!

One day.

2009-07-26T20:03:00.000+08:00

People are getting so super stereotypical.

Almost every person I met is filled with criticism towards me when I said I intend to continue DPI Andalus.

I met someone today who says that whatever we do, do it for ourselves and God. Don’t let anyone stop you.

Nawaitu. (:

The table will turn one day.

I’m going to be there.

***

People keep asking me why there isn’t any paracetamol in a first aid kit. WTHeck.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

The best RHD.

2009-07-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

I had the best Racial Harmony Day this year with these people. (:

I’m going to miss celebrating occasions in secondary school; WRS. But like every other year, I didn’t have the chance to take picture with everyone that I know. I’m going to hunt for them during next celebration.

The best thing was, I finally got the chance to eat ondeh-ondeh. Happy to the max!

Till then, I shall wait for National Day for next round of many pictures.

I miss 2e1 2007.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Headache.

2009-07-23T20:04:00.000+08:00

I’m having this one major headache. It feels as though I can faint anytime and anywhere.

I hope I don’t come down with fever tomorrow. Headache is a major symptom for me. I want to take lots of pictures! ):

Sweet Love.

Toodles.

I don’t know.

2009-07-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

Be glad you’re seeing this.

Have you ever felt so super low and feel like crying for the entire day but you never really know the reason why?

I’m feeling like that.

I’m so bored and tired.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Collide.

2009-07-20T01:34:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, is it the skill or is it the Creator?

Okeh, I must admit. My hands are damn itchy that I just have to get online every single day without fail unless some people are, well you know. (:

What’s been up and about? Many things.

Lets just talk about one of it. Because I talk a lot.

My goodness, I think I should thank God that I have the patience. People are sometimes getting too religious that they forget relatives are part of religion too. They forget that Islam is not only about praying. Not only about getting yourself closer to Allah. It covers everything in life which includes being closer with all your relatives and not being stingy!

Sorry eh, my blog is getting a bit religious because I think people are getting the wrong idea. Not to mention how people are beginning classify Muslims in Singapore as Malays only. Hello, I have friends who are Chinese yet Muslim. So Hub Islam Singapura or Islamic Hub of Singapore?

I don’t mean to jadi orang yang sibuk, menyibuk dan disibukkan. But then what I’m stating is true.

Sorry eh, I’m talking about my own people here. If terasa, then I’ve got nothing to say.

If Perjumpaan Hari Raya is HARAM according to rukun, then I suggest you sit at home and not mix around. Even if you die, I wish you the best cause I know you’ve brought yourself closer to God through all your prayers. Zikir lah banyak-banyak dekat rumah tu.

If giving money to mosque is more afdhal, I suggest you donate all your money. Stay there too. Don’t bother about your relatives. Jangan lupe zikir dengan doa.

MY GOD!

Sometimes I wished that I should have spoken out loud. But I know who I am, I sedar diri lah okeh. 16 years of living, like as though any of those oldies would listen to what I say.

But really, if your idea of Islam is super wrong. I suggest you go to Admiralty, level 3.

Andalus awaits you.

Which reminds me that LPPI 4 is in December. GASPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Busy.

2009-07-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

For any updates, refer to Twitter at the side. Assure you that I’ll update that every single day.

Apart from that, am very super happy today. *Smiles widely*

Not to forget tired, after Kak Ani (Saturday) and Abg Nizam (Sunday)’s wedding.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Power.

2009-07-09T18:38:00.000+08:00

Don’t ask me how many times I have watched this video because I didn’t count. It’s practically countless.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lSl2CR4TrM0

Amazing how numbers can make shorten your life. Amazing how hitting by a little can cause you a life or more.

Amazing how people don’t really bother about anything at all.

At the very least, bother about the people around you cause they want to live even if you don’t.

Safety starts with me!

(Danger doesn’t start with me Fauzi, Alif and Nabila. So yes, I’m safe! (:)

Sweet Love

):)

Toodles.

Getting tired of it all.

2009-07-09T01:36:00.000+08:00

Gonna keep smiling.

I keep telling myself, “It’s gonna be okeh. It always will.”

But I know it isn’t. It can never be.

And I know you won’t really care.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Tired

2009-07-03T00:05:00.000+08:00

Disturbing.

2009-07-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

Jian De says:

*like for lol, its a head of a man raising his hands

*it has different meaning

*-.-, dash , fullstop , dash

Who says this guy doesn’t need a tight smack? Just because he is cute and adorable.

***

When people dream high, they wish they could fly.

I’ve been trying to make my dreams come true but by proving it to people. So I realize that all these while, it’s about others and never about me.

For once, I’m going to decide.

For once, I’m going to do the right thing.

For once, I’m going to do it for myself.

For once and forever, I’m gonna start believing.

And I’ve decided to follow my heart, which says “Hold on tight for a good ride.”

Now, where’s my motivational songs? (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Who isn’t in debt?

2009-06-30T18:42:00.000+08:00

For more than a year, I’ve been trying so hard to make sure I do so super well. But I guess it should all end right now because O level isn’t a time for me to see if I can make it for my future or not.

For me, personally and honestly, I wanted to stick to all my 7 subjects because of 2 reason.

First, I really honestly wanted to prove to Mommy that I can do 7 subjects. 2 of which wasn’t taken by either siblings at my age. I wanted to prove to them that I can do well for my O level just like how Sister did. I wanted to be someone that Mommy often talks about. I’m sick and tired of listening to Mommy telling me that Sister should be my role model. She did so well in this and that. She is so kind she is so nice. I want her to, for once, talk about me. And that is why I wanted to keep all 7 subjects and make sure that I do well.

Second, I didn’t want to waste the $43 that Daddy have paid. It’s not easy for him and I know that. He may be all smiles at home. All happy when he meets people. But I know that a day at work can drain him especially at such age. I know that delivering metals under the hot sun or the heavy rain isn’t easy and it never will be. $43 may look so small to some, but I know it isn’t.

I know I can always pay back that $43 once I work. But I also know that the value of $43 that he earns will never be comparable to the value of $43 that I’ll earn. Because I know that I have an education back ground and he doesn’t even have one. But he survived life the hard way, which I doubt I can if I were in his shoes.

I’m trying so hard. I’ve been telling myself this 2 reasons since last year and especially so after the payment is being made.

At the end of the day, I know I’m playing with my own future.

So guess what?

I’m gonna drop Additional Mathematics no matter what people may say. Cause I know, my future is my decision.

***

Yesterday was pretty relaxing for a school day in my 2009. It was nothing but FT periods. (:

H1N1 is spreading like crazy. The tight control of people going in and out of school makes us all look like prisoners. But at the very least, we can all feel safe with such a control.

Now, let me do my AMaths homework. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Guilt.

2009-06-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

I wanted to blog about something super long and touchy (for me) but since I’m officially down with SLEEP-LATE-FLU, I give up on that. And not to forget that I have not even finish my holiday homework. Swear.

I hate flu. Urgh.

Sleep late, flu. Wake up early, flu. I mean, COME ON! I need a day without flu.

And I still can’t get over the fact that my Malay O Level Oral is on FRIDAY! Wtf. 3rd July 3rd July.

So now, let me continue with EMaths because there’s a lot of blanks in the paper. I think at this rate, I’ll die.

*Touches the wood*

And I still don’t understand why people hate the way MJ dance when their idols follow the way he danced. SERIOUSLYYYYYYYY. I’m not talking about every artists or every other people. I’m just talking about a certain group of people that I know. Please, you won’t know who I’m talking about because you are no mind reader.

AND THEREFORE I NEED TO SLEEP SO SUPER DESPERATELY.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Like needing a tight smack.

2009-06-27T00:23:00.000+08:00

Life is a highway.

OMG. I’m super excited for tomorrow! I mean, later.

No, not the duty part. More to the lunchtime part. HEHE.

I’m watching this one God damn tak boleh angkat punye cute Malay show for kids. But heck, I’m bored and so is my polar bear.

Click here to watch!

English Subs for Hari Raya edition: HERE.

Went shopping today and I got a new wallet! Goodbye to the old and ugly one. HEHE.

Went home like nearing 7 and people piss me off at the interchange. I mean like, please get to the bloody fcuking long queue. People are tired after a day of work or whatever else and they queued up for the bus. Then comes this 2 aunties and a child of one of them, went straight up to the bus just because they want a sit. Like, WHAT THE FUCK?! It’s so sibeh rude. People queue up till it went beyond the supposed ending place and this people, happy-happy, cut the queue like as though they own the entire bus service in Singapore.

What fuck? Typical.

Anyways, I need money.

HAHA. Who doesn’t? (;

Sweet Love

Toodles.

And again.

2009-06-26T13:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life, all that you need to do is just sit there and make sure things happen the way you want it to be.

Oh My God.

2009-06-24T20:00:00.000+08:00

Cool shit or what?!

Okeh so I wasn’t online throughout the entire day just because someone had to bring the laptop to work. Wth. But it’s okeh, thanks to that someone, I could actually finish up my EMaths homework. Oh yes, oh my goodness!

I think Daddy needs to buy another laptop for the sake of me. Hehe.

You’ll get the curse of the jungle~.

Okeh, child show. Heh.

I’m currently so bored. AMaths worksheet is staring at me. *Pulls hair*

I’ve been unconsciously comparing height with Mother. Proud to be taller. (:

9pm and I have yet to publish this. Wth.

Okeh I should start uploading all the nonsensical photos I’ve taken today and yesterday.

I can die of boredom right nowwwwww.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Sleepy.

2009-06-23T21:26:00.000+08:00

Am currently so super tired.

Should not have heeded someone’s advice in going for the booster. Tsktsk. (:

Learnt something new though. HAHA, yes contradiction.

*Inside story*

So anyway, headed to Pizza Hut after booster. Had the usual crap session and Aishah told me a story! Disney was it? Tsktsk.

Then we explored the CD shop and rented ‘quarantine’ which we watched at Alif’s house.

Okeh, I’m so super lazy to upload the pictures. Next time~ (:

I want duck rice lah!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Belatedddd

2009-06-22T12:14:00.000+08:00

To the awesome guy who never fails to keep us all laughing.

Who takes care of the family night and day.

Who takes care of our well-being.

ILY Dad.

Happy Fathers’ Day.

Confession

2009-06-22T12:09:00.000+08:00

Nobody is good enough.

SMS-ed Kak S the whole day yesterday. Very happy because! SMS is free. HEHE.

Currently I’m complaining to myself. I can’t believe I still think I’m in Sec 3. ):

That explains why I have yet to start on any homework.

*Slaps Nasirah*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Because sometimes.

2009-06-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

I’m so stressed up and it’s not because of homework or whatever else. I feel like as though my life is beginning to be one Malay drama. Cliche tak habis-habis.

I feel like crying.

Cause you are that one awesome guy that I can never ever forget. I miss you because we’ve never had a proper goodbye. I’ve been thinking, should i or should I not? You left a deep impression on me. People keep asking me to confess. But I know myself better. I’m afraid that you’ll avoid me forever once I tell you that I love you. You’re the first guy who walked in to my heart and keeps going around, insisting to stay. I miss you and you make me go crazy with your cute smile.

Bimbo day.

2009-06-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

Redzuan came late today! Aishah and I had one long story telling session while waiting. I found out more about that slut friend of mine who suddenly turned into an ultimate bimbo today.

So we reached Ngee Ann Poly by cab and Redz paid, which was expensive shit. I think I can go broke anytime if I’m ever late for school if I were him.

Ievan went “Don’t talk to me don’t talk to me.” when we came. HAHAHA. Hilarious lah.

Went to this one very secluded yet cool place for them to do the shooting. Swear I almost sleep because was super sleepy and tired, but as you know, I’m super popular. People keep messaging me. (:

Ievan’s shades broke on one side and he already screamed early in the morning. Walao.

Ievan: My shades. *sad face*

Me: Nice!

Ievan: Nice right? I think I should break the other side too! *Tries to break it*

I’m never going to forget this guy!

After much scene girl take 11, we headed for lunch. I shared beef lasagne with Ais. It was, okeh. I miss Pizza Hut to the max. Went off while Elaine, Ievan, Jenny and Redz went to edit their video.

Took bus 74 because we wanted to act like explorer. But bimbo’s fault, we ended up figuring out a way to get to Boat Quay because Aishah left her handphone in the taxi we took early in the morning. Bimbo or what?!

So after going to the nice lady who took care of the phone, we went rounding the entire area which have lots of cool shits malls. Thing is, everything was expensive.

We found 2 things.

Perrier and sticky sweets.

And we took load of pictures, found cool people who do cool job and we saw how they actually cut the sticky sweets. WOW.

I’m tired to the maximum. Going out with family tomorrow. AHHH.

***

Everyday I meet new people. Everyday I see new guys.

But you will always be that awesome guy that I got to know and will never forget.

Cause you know what? You’re my night sky.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Scene Girl.

2009-06-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

Accompanied my slut to help out Redzuan’s group in doing their project. It was like one cool shit because they were using the real deal kind of stuff and it’s not those pathetic digital camera. *Coughs*

I met like, awesome people there. Super crazy! And I almost died about gazillion times while taking the last shot. Thanks to no one else but Mr Director, Ievan.

Ievan: Okeh, I’ll stop the car from coming!

* Rest of us runs for the shot *

* Car came *

Ievan: * Screams and run away, leaving the rest of us in shock. *

Was really laughing out loud. (:

Ievan: I don’t wanna die young!

I made a number of friends today.

He is tall giler!

My job was really simple. Go to the front of the camera, say “Scene __, Take __.” For that I got labeled scene girl.

Rest of pictures at you know where.

Lets hope I can go tomorrow. So early.

***

I’ve been keeping this promise since I was 8 years old. And you’re telling me that I’m breaking your rule and not respecting you.

Just what do you want me to do?

***

Thanks. You never fail to make me be wide awake no matter how tired and how sleepy I may be.

Thanks. You never fail to keep me thinking no matter how occupied I am.

Thanks. You’ve been wonderful.

Thanks. You’ve been more than that.

And you’re going to be that one person I never will forget.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Apple.

2009-06-17T12:40:00.000+08:00

I hate the feeling where I dread going to something but feel so sad when it’s gone. Urgh.

SJAB camp was not that bad. NCOs 09 did a good job. (:

There’s so many pictures, I don’t think it can all be loaded up within a day. Especially when my facebook gets error when I try to load up pictures.

I’m so tired right now, I think I can sleep for another 3 hours plus plus.

Been sleeping late throughout the entire camp.

Day 1

ACI was sad. Sad as in sad lah.

Night time was awesome. Like awesome.

Okeh, that’s irritating.

Sat around at the canteen while waiting for the others to finish talking nonsense in the SJAB room. Zhi Xiang came over to our place. Hit my head twice cause I said nonsense stuff. Ehem. Then sat with LXY and Faris (DCC and CC respectively) while they finished up their stuff. Then Som called me a bitch cause I was bitching about people.

And I was a total bimbo the whole day because.. I brought along Farah and Nabila’s present although I already knew they weren’t coming. I forgot a lot of things, ending up going up and down before finally being able to head for camp. But, I still left some things at home. Things I forgot included handphone, camera, beret, belt and toothbrush.

Sat outside GO at around 2am and played donkey. Random dog came in from front gate, Aishah went “Don’t run.” when she was already standing up and ready to go off. Played donkey till 3am and slept outside GO. Wind was super cold.

Zhi Xiang came by at 4am and tried to wake Shi Hui up to lend us his sweater. Was scary shit because his head was in front of us and I wasn’t wearing my spectacles. And he lent us his sweater which was AWW. (:

Oh and I thank God SH tied her hair when I slept next to her. (:

At 4am, I woke up cause I couldn’t sleep any longer after ZX’s popped by like, really pop by. Sheeesh.

Day 2

Went up to bunk to accompany Jeremy cause I was bored since the rest was still sleeping. *SMILES WIDELY* Hehe.

Chatted with Jeremy about lots of stuff, at the podium. Was a good chatting session and the wind was super syiok. Turns out that he knew about HIM after all. Sigh.

Stayed for PT which I spent doing nonsense exercises with my batch. Like LOL.

Packed stuff and went for Abg An’s wedding.

Followed to Kak Aidah’s side with these guys. *COUGH*

Was laughing to myself like one retard on the bus. And the bus was for 40 people, so you should expect it to have a high steps up the bus. Was struggling like shit cause I was wearing heels and kain. Wth. Iffah was worse. But thankfully, Abg Aee was there and I threw Iffah up the bus. I mean to brother.

Rush back to camp at nearing 8. Skipped dinner cause was really not in the mood to eat although the last time I ate was at 12. Why not in the mood? For me to know. Harhar.

Planned to sleep at quadrangle but it was somehow very warm there. Slept in between Alif (my Gay) and Haziq (my pole dancer). Was noisy cause gay wouldn’t stop talking and pole dancer couldn’t stop stealing my sleeping bag.

Surprisingly, woke up late. Late as in 6.15am where it was time for first parade.

Day 3.

Went to watch them do PT.

Camp Night was funny. After camp night activity was LOL.

***

Went for DNA workshop. My group was being one total bimbo.

Fauzi dropped the micro pipette, we were sitting at the front table. Not to forget that he was holding on 2 sets of paper and said WOW because he thought it was one set.

Kim Yet used the same pipette tip after Fauzi finished using. That resulted us all in doing the same thing.

Lester hit his head on the cupboard while washing his hands. HAHAHA.

Was suppose to hit the pipette tip on the holder itself so that it can be fastened. I hit and 2 other tips flew up.

The person in-charge was smiling at my group. Ehem.

Before heading off, I learnt that McD isn’t Halal. From who? Zhi Wei. Tsktsk.

***

Day 4

Slept all the way till nearing 7. Was at the bench all the way till 4am. Neck was like, super painful. Went back to bunk and continued sleeping. Syiok!

The whole thing ended up like normal.

“OI. Tell us next time!” *Poses*

Oh and I like this picture the most.

Went to watch Drag Me to Hell with Aishah, Haziq, Shi Hui and Fauzi. Was funny, disgusting and funny. The surround sound was scary.

Some scenes were aww. Made me sad lah. ):

Now, to load picture at facebook and sleep some more. Heheh.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Will we ever have a proper goodbye?

Finger.

2009-06-12T16:15:00.000+08:00

Aww Jody, I can’t find THAT picture. ):

I’m like so pissed with my printer. Stupid laptop too. Can’t detect the printer. Urgh. ):

Sesungguhnye aku give up dengan printerku. Omg sister, I need your fucking help sia.

***

Physics lab session was awesome. Managed to finish one practical within an hour or two. Chatted with Jody, Bani and Lymen about Karma. HAHAHA. Ehem. About erm, fat wives and finger and smacking of butts. Gahaha. (:

KARMA Lymen, KARMA.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

SCREAM!

2009-06-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

After much pulling of hair, I have finally managed to complete all of tomorrow’s assignments. Excluding 16.3 because I’m still terkial-kial trying to complete it. Sigh. Horrible Nasirah. Horrible.

Oh and I’m proud to say that my Biology SPA file is very neat and is very complete. HEHE. I think apart from my Malay and English file, that is the other file that is super neat and complete. Yea, I’m that disorganised. Thank you very much.

Okeh so tomorrow is a hectic day because I’m suppose to do everything for camp by day time tomorrow. YES! Excited you know!

***

Jeremy: Nek, what you bringing for camp?

Nasirah: I don’t know.

Jeremy: You going back to and fro?

Nasirah: Nope, only that on Sunday I’ll out for my cousin’s wedding.

Jeremy: I thought the other day cousin married already?

Nasirah: Yea so? I have many cousins.

And now people, feast your eyes on the hugeness of my family.

Mommy’s.

Daddy’s; COWHA.

And you guess it right, there were some missing people. Will that now explain why I have many weddings to attend?

Thus I’m sweetest and very young. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Cannot wait.

2009-06-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

OMG. It’s Wednesday already! Which means Biology SPA is tomorrow. Which means Friday is coming soon. Which means HELP is ending soon. Which means I can officially start on the stuff. Which means ACI 2009 is coming really soon. Which means SJAB camp. Which means a very noisy moments ahead. Which means meeting up with cousins, aunts and uncles for Abg An’s wedding. Which means DNA workshop is coming really soon. Which means SG, if we have the money.

I have plans all the way till Tuesday. I have no idea if I should go for class outing. I think I might be dead by Tuesday night. I mean, dead as in tired and not die.

Oh I can’t wait for Friday night too! Heading to Mak Long’s just for fun. Erm yea, I have yet to pack. (:

I cannot wait for:

- SJAB ACI 2009.

- SJAB Camp 2009.

- Abg An & Kak Aidah ‘s day.

- DNA Workshop.

- Holidays filled with catching up with studies and homework.

Okeh now, study for Biology SPA and do AMaths and History homework. All that for tomorrow. Wth.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Slap Cheeks.

2009-06-09T21:41:00.000+08:00

I want and need to sleep.

I can’t believe it’s already the second week of the holiday. It doesn’t even feel like holiday. I need some serious sleeping else I think I can fall asleep any time during lessons no matter how hard I try to stay awake.

I don’t feel like going to school tomorrow. But there’s Biology. SPA on Thursday. OMG skill 3. ):

Okeh dah. Time to start on my homework. Never ending. But it’s okeeeeeeeeeeeeh. Cause it’s going to be worth it.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Smacks face

2009-06-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

Serious shit. I’m so tired.

HELP has been filled with lots of practical for all 3 Sciences (padahal combined and 1 pure). As for Maths, well, caught up with lots of homework that I think I can go mental. Oh wait, already am.

I think SPA skill 3 is nonsense. ): Yea, because I have no idea how to do them.

I found out today that if oral was added, I would have passed my English. Damn sad lah!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Okeh, let us now continue with homework. At this rate, O level in.. 4 months is so fcuking near.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Vavavoom.

2009-06-06T19:49:00.000+08:00

So I headed to Wisma Indah with 4 guys, Nabil, Alif, Haikal and Naufal.

1. They were late.

2. They were crazy.

3. They pretended to be shy. (Causing us to attend only half an hour of the programme).

4. They caused me embarrassment.

5. We had gobstopper as main food.

6. Nonsense.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Seriously not.

2009-06-05T20:19:00.000+08:00

I think I have the best sets of teachers because they keep giving me awesome advices. They believed that I can when I didn’t.

Mr Chong gave me suggestions on how I can study for Biology. Memory memory. (:

Ecology trip was noisy but fun. Brought back many memories like Pahang and NCO Course 2007. Been an awesome memories. (:

I’m proud to say that I conquered Bukit Timah twice. Both in different ways! Yey me!

And today was I-take-the-attendance-like-a-teacher day. I do them for free. Anyone?

I’m hungry.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Thanks.

2009-06-04T22:23:00.000+08:00

The things that I type below are considered copyrighted by NCOs 2008. So yea, get some original words of your own and stop taking ours. I know it’s cool of us but hey, only we can make use of each other’s title. Like for example, I AM CUTEST. Thanks. (:

- Berok sia you; or any other sentences that carries the same meaning and the word berok.

- I am sweetest.

- I am coolest.

- I am cutest.

- I am very pure.

- I’m kindest.

- No life.

- *Praises self like nobody’s business* Oh, this one can be used by Mama. Because we learnt it from her. (: See what we learn..?

Why did I post this? Cause I’m sick of people using it.

Why did I put copyright when I didn’t even came up with the word? Cause nobody ever did or say anything listed above until we ourselves did.

So yea, originality a bit.

And SJAB camp is coming! I cannot wait! HEHEHEK.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Giggles.

2009-06-03T15:18:00.000+08:00

I can’t believe that I’m actually teaching her. Hilarious.

GASP.

2009-05-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

COWHA almost crashed the pelamin.

Alright, tomorrow is O-level Malay Paper. I think I’m too tired to even feel the stress of tomorrow’s paper.

All the best to those taking the paper tomorrow.

A1!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

All together now.

2009-05-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

2 days till Malay O-Level. Fast huh? It felt like it was only yesterday that I first stepped in to Woodlands Ring Secondary School. ):

I have this one horrible back ache. Guess due to too much sitting down in class and after class. Getting old lah sia. Not that old though. Heh.

So yea, I’m excited for camp! I’m excited for Abg An’s wedding!

*Runs around*

But to get to all that, I must first go for Malay O-Level Paper and 1 week 2 days HELP which ends late everyday due to Biology lab session and ecology outing.

June ~~holidays~~ studying days.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Mental.

2009-05-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

4 months 28 days.

3 days.

I’m going crazy.

Addict.

Sister has just finished doing a schedule for me, which will only start after I finish my Malay Paper 1 and 2. Thus it means that I will be deprived from computers except on Saturday nights, till 9pm. Daddy has yet to mean Mdm FT.

It was both a happy yet sad in the morning. Sigh.

Like what Mdm Timah showed this morning, how am I going to finish?

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams.

- No boundaries; AI 8

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Whatever sore loser.

2009-05-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

Some people don’t understand that people are doing things for them because they don’t want them to feel left out. And it’s hurting when you say you don’t know anything and shows a fcuked up face when in the first place, you can’t be bothered with that.

I have awesome people in class. I’m sure I’m very lucky because even when I’m down, they’ll always be there to cheer me up. Not to forget how irritating they can be at times but they’ll always cheer me up. We have this one common thing together. HAHA.

I love 4 TIC.

And I also love the fact that we’re going to be back. Just you wait and see. (:

Oh anyway, Malay O Levels in 5 days time. Mdm Shikin has been of great help to me. (: Malay intensive has been really intensive. But it’s okeh, 2 more days of intensive and a weekend, it’ll be O level.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

YEY.

2009-05-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

On a happier side of life.

Guess what? We’re going to be back.

*Giggles*

On an even brighter side of life, school has been awesomely bitchy. HAHA. But hey, it brightens up the dull life. And please, videos are for entertainment and no harm is to be done. Please, it’s private. What more do you want?

I love Malay Intensive! Because I’m going to miss going for Malay classes once I get an A for my Malay!

SGT Javin taught me, in 2007, that confidence is the key to success. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Please.

2009-05-25T19:30:00.000+08:00

I hate my hair. It’s freaking frizzly. *Sad Face*

Anyway, I have a confession.

HAHA. Oh I’m just kidding.

~~Dear~~ friend, please read on. The answers to your burning questions are below.

*Snickers*

1. I conclude that people who have insulted me before can withstand insults about themselves. Come on, if you can give then you can take. Please J, it’s not as if you’ve never insulted me before. At the very least, I told the insult right at you. You told someone else about me, thinking he wouldn’t tell me. Please, I’m not as stupid as I may seem to be to you.

2. I’m not discouraging you. I’m just laughing out loud at you. Cause you know what? Your vocabulary has been awesome, but you just use them wrongly. You can’t just use thesaurus like as though it’s a dictionary. You can’t substitute words just like that. You are making a FOOL out of yourself and not making people impress. It’s seriously hilarious. English is not about how vavavoom your language is. English is about how you can write and converse with people. It’s hilarious to see people abusing vocabulary. It’s pitiful to see people helpless in English but is dying to learn it well.

3. Insulting is not doing me any good. Cause I’m insulting my own dear friend. But you know what, I’d rather have me laughing at you than others laughing hysterically in your face. Get a life friend, insults to you isn’t a plus point for me. I’m not doing it just to bring you down.

4. Honestly, I use to love dropping by your blog so that I can learn something interesting about myself. And about you. Now, it’s such a bore to drop by. It’s super irritating reading your I’m-good-at-English-so-read-my-interesting-post.

5. You’re hurt by what I’ve said. But you know what? I’m hurt by all the things you’ve said about me. Still, I don’t go emotional.

Nasirahhhh

P.S As a individual, is a horrible BASIC English. Whatever.

***

Rey is beginning to be a very contagious laughing bomb. I can die in Malay Intensive. And Rey, I want information too! *Innocent face*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Gotta get get.

2009-05-24T21:51:00.000+08:00

I scream you scream we scream for ICE CREAM!

So I was looking around because I smelt something burning. Then when I look in to this thing,

I realized that it was my money.

It was worth it though, although things were very bimbotic. Serious shit.

1. Dropped camera on the table. Oh God, butter finger!

2. Dropping of camera resulting in my set of chopsticks flying off the table. Wah, flushed like crazy. If Daddy was there, he would surely go “Not professional at all.”

3. Had to bend down because my camera’s bag fell under the chair.

Bimbo moments.

Anyway, I’m tall.

Virtually.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Now that you know.

2009-05-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

It’s been a very retarded and stupid day.

I’ve been updating really regularly thus I have nothing to say! But I know that I am very HOHO-disappointed and pissed off with some people who is so totally no-brainer.

I have one very long list of things-that-I-want-to-buy! *smiles innocently to Sister*

I feel so rich. HEHE.

~~Dear~~ Ms Talk-To-You-Later.

There’s 11 of you and 10 of us. If we can handle the Sec1s, Sec2s and not to forget you Sec3s. Wow, I think we 10 handled more than what you 11 did. If we can cope, why can’t you? Seriously, you guys are the main problem. You people are the first problem before the juniors. Oh please, handling only those few people is nothing. Just you wait for camp missy. You’ll get it bad. I can assure you some tears. Oh wait, I think a bucket or maybe even a well of tears.

I’m going to look forward to it.

You know what? 11 of you sucked yesterday and really made the standard look so horrible.

So, was the show easy to run?

Sweet Love

Toodles.

And when I fall.

2009-05-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

Cause sometimes, all you need is to hide your emotions.

There’s so many incidents that I don’t think I’ll ever forget. (:

1. Major Bimbo Moments with fellow debaters.

Received award for debates this morning, like finally. And we were suppose to take picture and I stopped at the front out of a sudden. The rest almost went back to their sits and we practically embarrassed ourselves in front. Serious bimbo moments!

2. Got scolded for English result.

Okeh, not really scolded but well, she was kind of unhappy. I was so near yet so far to a 6! Heart pain moments. ):

3. Laughed like crazy after school hours.

Was laughing at people’s Malay works throughout the entire hours studying for Malay at school with Rey, Ais, Alif, Fauzi, Haziq and Shi Hui. It’s some serious cute stuff people write. And I don’t mean cute stuff sarcastically.

4. Cute person incident was really rather irritating. Period. More information with my love. (:

5. Batu Rey Rock. HEHEH.

***

I have kamus bergerak at home. I don’t see the point of me seeking help in the 3 kamus I have at home for meaning! My kamus rocks!

I love my love. HEHE.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

I’m going to smile.

2009-05-21T23:08:00.000+08:00

Because I don’t think it’s worth all my tears crying over something that I already did. I’m going to look up and continue smiling.

I’m not going to give in easily. I’m not going to give up easily.

I’m going to live up to my own expectations.

***

I can’t believe Kris Allen won lah. Mommy was awfully shock when I told her that after receiving Sister’s message. And I was thinking of not watching the result show but look what I’m doing now! Watching the result show while eating my retarded-ly fried Roti John.

I seriously need to learn how to cook. I mean, come on! I can’t possible get Mommy to cook for me all the time. I need to cook for her too (maybe I might end up burning up the house but then..)!

What other things? Oh I got 3 f9s. Fcuking sad, yes. I can work on it. All my e8s are so close to d7. Heart pain.

I seriously have nothing to write because my love has been of awesome help.

I love my love!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Goner.

2009-05-20T16:38:00.000+08:00

I stood up to take my paper. I guess it was beyond words. All that Mr JC did was to shake his head at me. ):

I cried. I broke my own promise.

If you see me munching on Crunchie, then I must be so effing sad.

Oh me God.

2009-05-19T23:23:00.000+08:00

I can’t believe Malay O-level paper is practically 11 days away! What fcuk?!

Please don’t mind the well-being of my tagboard. Some people cannot keep their brain straight.

***

I won’t cry tomorrow. I promised myself that I won’t.

*Pulls hair*

That is all.

2009-05-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

That is all I want to watch currently. Hehe. It’s not a lot really.

*Innocent face*

I failed Chemistry and Mama sounded *GASO* ):

Anyways.

I feel like smacking Sister upside down! She’s being one retarded with lame shits stuff.

*Pulls hair*

Helppppp.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Some things aren’t meant to be.

2009-05-18T17:17:00.000+08:00

Stories don’t always have a happy ending.

I’m not going to let my ego run wild and take control of me. I’m the one in charge.

I’m not gonna break down. Not gonna complain. Not gonna be such a pain for others. Not in need of any sort of sympathy. Because that is the result I deserve for the hard work and painstaking studying sessions I had. But I know Biology is going to be a different story.

I’m not going to start thinking about many many many things. I know that I have had enough. I know my brain have had enough.

I’m going to laugh off my pain.

I’m going to smile despite my tears.

I’m gonna be a strong girl that Daddy and Mommy both wants me to be.

Kickass.

2009-05-17T20:51:00.000+08:00

Congratulations Cousin on the Gold for Artistic Silat Male category.

My princess.

2009-05-17T17:37:00.000+08:00

Happy 5th Birthday to the Princess of the house (because Mommy is the Queen).

Sister and I prepared stuff for Iffah’s Daffy class on Thursday night.

And when Friday comes, Syakilah and Syarafiqah came over for sleepover since Mummy Jah was here.

Cute stuff!

Saturday morning before party..

Photogenic.

And then the advanced celebration came. People flooded the house and it became noisy. (:

And then, Daddy got jealous.

Mommy complained, “You have camera already but you didn’t take my picture. Hmph! *Continues to cut chicken*”

*Giggles*

Then the Syafiq came.

And the Mat Cool.

So we end the day with everyone landing into bed. And to go for religious classes the next day.

(For more pictures, head to my Facebook. Will be fully uploaded by tomorrow.)

So, Happy 5th Birthday my dear.

***

OMG, is it just me or is my Facebook account screwed? Or is it just the website going for repair.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Over. ):

2009-05-15T19:39:00.000+08:00

In conjunction with the end of Preliminary 1, the few of us decided to head to Pizza Hut to celebrate. Oh sorry, that was suppose to be an exclamation mark. *Roll eyes*

The Mickey Mouse Ice Cream is super act cute.

Sausage Craze Baked Rice is *melts*.

The 4 girls. *Inside joke*

The two guys are blur people. That I can assure you.

Oh and we practiced good table manners.

Today is suppose to be a happy day. But too bad, I’m worried for results that I think I can go crazy. ): Come on, if you were me, you would even go around your house and scream about how bad you were throughout the entire paper.

But it’s okeh. Let me just relax for today and tomorrow. Start working so hard Sunday, 17 May 2009, onwards.

Yes.

So now, family is busy preparing for Iffah’s celebration. Will update on Sunday when I have the time.

Till then, I want to sing Hero. Which reminds me of how I almost cried during Biology Paper 2. Oh yes, it was that bad for me.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Little note.

2009-05-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

I can’t believe I actually sat there for more than an hour, staring blankly into the subject title of the paper. And suddenly, Mr Guilty and Ms Reality slapped me in the face and shouted “Loser.”

I thought to myself. It’s okeh if I don’t do so well in either Physics/Chemistry. At the very least, I could depend on them to pull my grades up. It’s combined Science anyway. But look, I’m staring into a pure Biology paper. Where can I actually grab any marks from just so I can pass? Who am I kidding?

Everyone was writing their answer within the period of 1h 45 min. Even the 45 minutes I took to look through and answer the questions have some blank moments. The questions were obviously so easy, but it was difficult.

Mind is sooooooooooo messed up.

I think I dropped something.

Something called reality.

AMaths paper and Science Paper 1 tomorrow.

LAST 2 PAPERS! And it’s going to be result time. Then..

Malay intensive before we head for MT O level.

Crazy shit man.

For real.

2009-05-13T15:45:00.000+08:00

All the things that you need while studying Biology:

- 2 pillows.

- 2 ABCs.

- 1 textbook.

- 1 workbook.

- laptop that has connection to the Internet!

Okeh so now I’m all prepared to study Biology. Oh, don’t forget personal note-taking book and 3 different coloured-pens. Awesome.

I have not even start on Ecology. *Screams* Let’s not talk about Ecology because I have not even finish revising enzymes. But seriously, who the heck cares where the enzyme is and what it’s called. I mean, it’s kind of disgusting to know all the things that are happening in your body. Just knowing that there’s some random stuff in your body breaking down all the food and help you in egestion, well, that’s good enough for me.

Then again, I got myself into something that people keeps going after *coughs*. So let me just do it well and get it over and done with (making sure there’s work done at the same time).

I was flipping through Kak Mai’s Facebook. And I couldn’t stop laughing at that. LOLs. Super-unleaded (Okeh this is so EMaths paper 2’s fault). I mean, super pelarian, the COWHA’s way. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Going mental.

2009-05-12T18:44:00.000+08:00

I was walking down the stairs and suddenly Mr See pops from God-knows-where.

*PANIC face*

Physics was so horrifying. Chemistry tomorrow. It’s easy to get things into my head for Chemistry. Just imagine Mama Siti pulling ears and turning violent. That easy. (: But the results may vary.

*Points to title*

I think it’s of no surprise. Considering how I suck at Physics. ):

Sometimes, even your greatest friend needs time to show off their skill. So I guess we cannot hate them for doing so because sometimes, we don’t realise that we do the same to them.

I survived 2 hours of EMaths Paper 1. The starting questions were surprisingly easy that I started to have hallucination of paper 2 being supeeeeeeeeeeer difficult. Then, I suddenly thank God the paper started to be difficult because it means that there’s still hope for paper 2.

Suddenly, hippopotamus.

Now, we should start memorising all the weird acronyms for all the Chemistry stuff. Sigh.

Oh and yesterday’s post is random. Someone keeps complaining about it. Nabeh.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Fairytales do happen.

2009-05-11T18:23:00.000+08:00

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***

Physics!

*Runs Away*

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Never ever.

2009-05-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

I’m back~!

I think my shoulder and elbow might just come off soon. Especially after carrying lots of heavy items to and fro from the car. Me need massage! On second thought, sight and thought of owning own camera is good. Heh.

Anyways, lets start my very funny weekend with my very hilarious paternal family. WHY funny? You’ll understand later.

These were what I brought along. Yes, you’re blinding your eyes with my newly-bought red file. Yes, you’re seeing my polar bear. I thought, if I want to wash it, might as well get it effing dirty now. (:

Yes I wore red. I swear I was being a red freak because I wore red blouse, brought red file and had a red phone strap. Red rules! I swear I looked like a green freak when I have my foolscap out to revise, carrying my green army sling bag (credits brother) and of course, my green milo-branded water bottle. I also brought my Adidas perfume which was green. OMG.

Reached the 2 pits at East Coast, reserved my study-place with my bag and file (not tissue packet please, so common, I’m unique), and went to settle all the food and carrying of heavily bulky things from the car. And please, I thought the carpark would be near the 2 pits but no, it was quite far. Screw the carpark! Toilet was far too. Had to practically rode a bike there. But woops, I can’t cycle (and am proud of it) so I had to walk all the way there. No, don’t screw the dirty toilet, screw Iffah for drinking so much and wanted to go to the loo almost every 10 minutes (lies).

Walked down to sea-side with Iffah.

And she got excited over the mimosa plant instead of the beach.

And then, I got excited by the power of the word ‘Examinations’ or should I say ‘O LEVELs,’ I started my revision on Maths. I was able to complete partial fraction worksheet by an hour. AMAZING. Kak Mai said “Exemplary student.”

Thanks. I know I am. (:

And the rest of the family starts to stroll in after Cik Amat came with the lorry filled with lots of things.

Cousins started barbequing all the chickens and beefs. I was sitting at the pit bench and my papers got all the charcoal dusts. LOLs.

From the barbequing, I learnt that some aunts has never gone for BBQ before thus resulting them in making funny suggestions, some cousins are lost in instructions. Manan created a suppose shelter. But it was only tied on one side. Funny.

Credits for the BBQ-ed food (chicken, beef, sausages, corn etc) to Kak Shidah, Kak Mai, Mainan, Kak Yam and Kak Yaya. Abg Hasrun, Abg Razmi and Abg Azri for lighting up the grilling area. In fact lots of people were trying to light it up. Hilarious people.

Iffah went down to the sea. She didn’t turn black but instead, red. HAHA.

Before:

After:

Let me ask you now. Have you ever seen 2 Fatimah Rockers eating ice?

*Laughs out loud!*

*GASO* (inside joke)

Okeh as I was saying. Night time was awesome. My family brought no tent, so we slept at the shelter.

This was my companion for the night. Pillows credits to Cik Mal else I would have gave up on Chemistry. Kak S was also my company for the night, in fact the whole day. My inbox is like, filled with her name and nonsensical SMS-es! Tsktsk.

Finally fell asleep at about 2.45 am. Only to be woken up by an uncle at 3am to ask me to bring Iffah to the tent. He came again at 3.15am. I was surprise I could fall asleep, so I couldn’t be bothered in getting cranky for being woken up. *coughs*

At around 4 or 5am, same uncle came out and brought his child and wife to the shelter because it started to rain and his tent started to flood. Then Cik Mal called through Dad’s phone, asking for plastic. Soon after, Mak Ton, Kak Mai, Kak Yaya, Haikal, Haizal and Manan came out and sat at the shelter with us, with the same tent problem (LOL). And then suddenly, Cik Eda, Abg Azri and Wak Dol came out and every one was at the shelter. It was hilarious because they were asking us to join them at the tent but everyone ended up at the shelter with us. HAHA.

“Macam orang pelarian!” – Aunts.

(Like illegal immigrants)

Lucky for us, Haizal and Manan already covered all the stuff we have at the pits with plastics. (:

To make the very long and hilarious stories short:

1. It rained heavily twice, without notice.

2. The tent dried up, Abg Azri was folding half way, and it started to rain.

3. We got stranded at the shelter all the way till around 11 or so.

4. Mak Ton was making fun of people who were running. HAHA.

“Number 1, 2, 3! Okeh go go! From Japan, China! Go Go!”

“Left right, left right. Kanan kiri kiri kanan, jangan masok longkang!”

(Right left left right, don’t fall in to the drain).

5. Mummy and Cik Mail came with SYAFIQ! Mummy was laughing at us cause we got stranded in the heavy rain for 3 times.

6. Abg Azri cooked fried rice, maggi, boiled sausages for us. Kak Mai and Manan prepared tuna and egg with mayo. All that just for brunch.

7. We left home ASAP because everyone didn’t want to get stranded for the 4th.

8. I thought I could sense my elbow bones slipping away from position because I carried oh-am-eff-gee heavy things. And not to forget walk from shelter to carpark. So far (actually quite near if you get use to it.)

9. GOT HOME!

That is all for the weekend. Next event would be to celebrate Iffah’s 5th birthday. Old.

I need earplugs for next week, it’s going to be so super kecoh. So that’s the reason why I’m like what I am.

*Innocent face*

***

21 days to Malay Os. The number keeps decreasing and it drives me crazy.

Daddeh said I’m sweetest. HAHAHA. Okeh that is a lie.

What else? Oh yes, I slept for approximately 3 hours after washing up! It was a damn good sleep and now I’m not sleepy. Just freaking tired from all the walks. Definitely very bloated from all the food that cousins cooked! Hehe.

And now, off to watch a little teevee programs and sleep! Tomorrow no school!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Interesting.

2009-05-08T19:57:00.000+08:00

I screwed up my History paper. No Kak Belo, not because of that okeh. Heh. (:

Anyway, I’m going to be a nerd for the next few days. Don’t mind me.

Malay Intensive coming soon. Crazy shit lah. I can’t even speak proper Malay for 5 minutes. What more write Malay. Okeh that was a lie. I can write Malay better than I speak. Malay is a weird thing for me.

23 days to Malay O level!

*GASO* (Inside joke)

Anyway, I’m dying from all the studying. But it’s okeh. 5 months 20 days to go before I can just squeeze everything out and wait for result! HEHE. What else what else?

Oh, lots of things have been changing. And I really do mean alot. And it’s irritating to not be able to post out that post that I’ve always wanted. Cause it’s not the time yet.

It’s irritating to see those who dropped from pure to combine complaining to friends/classmates that they have no idea what to study. Hello please, there’s such thing as asking teachers about it. Stop showing off your knowledge right in front of me.

Bitch.

And no, I’m not angry at anyone. I’m just irritated.

So please, don’t ask.

Talk about studies. I don’t understand why people keep associating Singapore history with me. Just because I take up History Elective, doesn’t mean I know anything and everything about Singapore. In the first place, I study WW1 and WW2. Cause, effect and whatever else that is associated to it. So please, if you want to ask me something historical, I suggest you go to the SEAB website and search for my syllabus guide so that you know what you can and cannot ask me.

Brother should get a life. I mean come on. It’s difficult to get a freaking job in Singapore. Just take whatever is in front of you for now. It’s not worth to be picky about your job right now. In the first place, look at your qualifications. And stop complaining about me being a bitch at home and how I’m lazy to study. Because you know what? I’m pretty sure I’ll be better off than you. You may be oh-so-happy not having a job but the one that suffers is my ear. Do you know that it’s irritating to hear people insult you right in front of my face? Well, now you do. Do you know that it’s hurtful to see my own parents insulting their own child in front of my face? Well, now you do. You know what is more irritating than that? People screaming at you early in the morning just to wake you up. For goodness sake, keep your fingers away from the snooze and turn-off button if you can’t get up by yourself. I suggest you work at night time cause you seem to enjoy night.

Brother, get a freaking job.

I need to keep away from problems. Fcuk.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Prelim 1 again!

2009-05-07T20:45:00.000+08:00

I miss my noisy maternal cousins.

2 days to paternal family over-night picnic.

1 week to Iffah’s birthday and family gathering.

10 more papers before Prelim 1 is over!

24 days till Malay O-level Mid Year Paper.

+/- A month till SJ Camp/ACI!

I’m excited!

History paper tomorrow. Get it over and done with and I’ll be left with Maths and Sciences paper before I can go run around and shout!

“OMG! O-level is drawing so fcuking near!”

Daddy going on leave tomorrow! Hehe.

Okeh, War in Europe time!

I think History just screwed up my brain.

And my Internet sucks today. Keeps getting disconnected. Irritant.

Get it over with.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Smacks.

2009-05-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

I think she must go to bed.

The number one factor why I can never complete and concentrate on my school work is due to the presence of a very hardworkingly irritating yet adorable curious little girl. She seriously needs to get to primary school level where homework piles like crazy. Maybe I should disturb her when she gets to homework-piling-stage.

I can’t wait for overnight-picnic with paternal relatives. Because I will get a chance to study at the sea side. Then again, I’d rather relax my mind.

2 days till History paper! I need to do some serious speed read. And some serious note-taking. *Pulls hair* The heat is on too. It’s +/- 3 weeks to Malay O-level papers. Did the paper set by SEAB yesterday and it’s easier than normal school paper. Obviously right?

Daddy, me want camera! ):

I complained to my Love today! After more than 2 weeks (which felt like a month) of not updating my Love, I finally did. But the load is not off my shoulder. I’m still thinking. And I didn’t know that it was all back again when I still felt the same way that I did.

Sweet Love

Toodles

Flu alert!

2009-05-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

It’s getting a little bad. Horrible in fact.

School is currently tight in controlling people moving in and out of school due to the orange alert for influenza A H1N1. Though it felt like visiting someone in the prison, I guess it was worth the wait. (:

Flu might just be one of the symptoms but for my case, I think it’s going to be quite hard to tell. I can get flu anytime. And I really mean anytime. Morning due to the coldness. Afternoon due to mixture of cold and hot. Night due to late sleeping. Oh yes, seeing me with flu is practically normal.

Lighter side of life, Issac and Shabnam were being noisy.

Issac: Selfish!

Me: Oh no. I sell prawn. Eh Issac, don’t lame!

Issac: Shabnam! *Complains*

Help me people. I’m stuck between two lame people.

Brighter side? I don’t fall asleep easily. And the best part is, I get to talk!

*Smiles widely*

History paper this Friday. I don’t know why but I’m excited for it! Hehe! Maybe because I end school at 0930. EHEM!

Daddy said I might be able to get my camera on Friday night. As long as I convert from POSB to Maybank Islamic banking as soon as possible.

HEHE.

I realise, it’s been quite some time since I last talk to my Love. I miss my Love. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

In-house Day!

2009-05-02T13:42:00.000+08:00

And I thought we were suppose to clean the entire house.

Last week was family meeting at Grandmother’s for upcoming family event, PICNIC! Guess the date.

9th May.

Tomorrow will be family meeting at Mak Long’s.

Just hope it won’t be held anywhere near examination period! (:

Anyway, cleaned the entire house today. Tiring you know!

But actually, Sister did the whole work. I sat down and did EMaths Mock Paper 1. HEHE.

At the very least, I didn’t do my work on the ladder itself. Tsktsk.

And look at my room’s wall!

HAHA. Been trying really hard to keep up with the schedule. HEHE.

Till then, I sweetest.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Hungry

2009-05-01T11:53:00.000+08:00

Isn’t it always?

Mom threatened me at 6.55 am.

“No breakfast and lunch unless you follow.”

Who cares when you’re so tired and dying for a sleep on a Friday?

Now that I’m wide awake, I’m hungry.

Should have followed! ):

Then again, I can study for Prelim 1 peacefully! Yea. (:

***

HAPPY belated SWEET 16 HAZIQ!

(I’m still sweetest!)

Sorry for not giving you anything at school. But we did promised we’ll make it up to you! See, promise kept. (:

Stay happy and berok always.

***

I chatted with Sister last night. Telling her about my shopping list. And so I added in contact lenses. Although I’m still afraid to poke my eye. Hehe.

But well, I’m going to try. Because spectacles are getting on my nerve. Especially when it comes to going out in home clothes.

And Dad keeps talking to me using a mixture of Hokkien and Malay. And Mom has to help me translate. LOLS. I think I need to start learning Hokkien too. Tsktsk.

***

And they lied again. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Honour!

2009-04-28T23:05:00.000+08:00

Congratulation upon completing the 36 Hours Plan!

The fact that you manage to complete the 36 Hours challenge only goes to mean that you are capable of achieve goals that you set for yourself when you put your heart to it.

From now on, life will never be the same. You are one individual who can achieve so much and you know you can. Remember this: if things are not working, change strategy.

Now that you are equipped with all these accelerated learning techniques, go out there and take actions!

Also, remember to keep up posted on your achievement. Alternatively, feel free to approach if you need resources.

All the best to you and hope to hear from you soon.

Take care

Till Then

AdamK

HEHE. It’s so honourable to receive such mails once in a while. Swear, AK workshop changed my way of studying positively.

Now I can smile and go “I'm excited to study!”

Not only that, I can now go “OMG! PRELIM 1 IS HERE AND TOMORROW IS SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER!”

Erm, yes. That is all.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Interesting.

2009-04-25T12:44:00.000+08:00

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Even the toughest will fall.

2009-04-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

:(:

3 days of Adam Khoo Workshop was so totally worth my busy studying schedule. I learnt terribly lots of new things and relearn a whole load of old stuff. But of course, I know this wouldn’t have happened without the presence of the 3 awesome trainers who really made us realise all our challenges and why we have to improve.

Thanks to Mr Gary, Mr Danny and Ms Pamela for all the help and encouragement.

Day 3 was the significant day due to the closing ceremony. Yea, as predicted (cliché isn’t the word I guess, heh) my parents weren’t there. No, I don’t feel regret because at the very least, I know that I have myself to fall on. My SMS to Dad was just so heartbreaking.

“Most likely I can’t come. I don’t know what time your Sister knocking off work.”

I didn’t know I was that unimportant. Thanks.

Don’t talk about Mom.

Closing ceremony was amazing. 4TIC made a thank-you message for both Mdm Jas and Mr Rumi. I watched everyone walking towards their parents. I wondered why mine didn’t. And I realized, they have the sentence been-there-done-that in their mind. Wow.

Sang ‘If We Hold On Together.’ Thankfully, Mama Siti was there else I’d be stuck with tall people. Which I already was, in fact.

“Nasirah, naseb baik kau pendek!”

It was hilariously sad. I’ll understand, you won’t. Hehe. (:

So one side, Mama. The other side, Fauzi. Oh no, hand wasn’t that painful. It was still a-okeh!

When we thought it was over, Mr Danny said “School song!”

And I stood in between Fauzi and Kelvin. Yes, Kelvin made my shoulder ache like crazy. Why? Because he’s tall. Duh.

But it was worth it I guess. At the very least there was someone there for me to sing and go crazy with.

What I’ve learnt throughout the entire workshop from the 3 trainers?

Even the toughest will fall. But only the best will pick themselves up and carry on.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Bad day.

2009-04-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

You stand in the line just to hit a new low.
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go.
You tell me your life's been way off line.
You're falling to pieces every time.
And I don't need no carryin' on.

Today was bad because..

1. I have been in a very horrible mood these few days.

2. shockingly, 2 persons called me by a wrong name. Even more shocking? One of them is my subject teacher. ):

3. I’m Nasirah.

4. my AMaths test was horrendous.

5. Chemistry lesson (for the first time this year) pissed me off.

6. I had to skip Social Studies and AMaths class just for debates.

Today was okeh because..

1. I laughed at people during debates.

2. Alif and Fauzi were being retarded throughout debates.

3. I saved $3 more for camera!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Own two feet.

2009-04-18T22:48:00.000+08:00

I can’t believe I actually praised you.

I can’t believe that I’m starting to see the world out of you.

I can’t believe I can still tolerate everything.

I can’t believe you don’t believe me.

My dreams are your jokes.

I can’t believe it.

Suck up.

2009-04-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

Did it all shrunk and gets separated?

Whatever happened to the friendship that we’ve built? What the heck is happening?

Why now?

Sometimes.

2009-04-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

Cause sometimes, all you need is a push.

He is the family’s backbone.

She is the family’s brain.

She is the family’s hand.

He is the family’s emotions.

I am the family’s shit.

OMFG.

2009-04-15T22:24:00.000+08:00

Can I like scream now?

It cost $679. Donation please.

BY MAY MAY MAY MAY!

Lies.

2009-04-15T18:37:00.000+08:00

Watching teevee nowadays is so weird.

Amazingly, Malays nowadays can’t speak proper Malay. Non-Malays on the other hand, can speak Malay fluently.

This, includes me who finds talking to others in Malay a total weird experience.

Heh.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Dear..

2009-04-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

To whom it may concern,

I hate you because you left me a deep impression of yourself. I hate you because you kept me going. I hate you because you made me realise what deep secret is. I hate you because you made me think of you night and day. I hate you because your smile makes me smile. I hate you because your presence is my happiness.

To whom it may concern, you have been the apple of my eye.

***

Random: I see no point in owning small diamond.

Random: I want to work after Os! But in the first place, prelim 1 is not even over yet.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Cover.

2009-04-10T16:34:00.000+08:00

Who says I’m not behaving like who I really am?

Firstly, congratulations to Kak Masita for the newborn baby. (: Kak Nisha for your second child. (:

More nieces and nephews. Therefore more birthday parties. YEY.

***

Does anyone realise that Prelim 1 is horribly close? And that will also mean horribly close to O Levels!

*Runs around the house screaming WTHECK!*

Ammunition

2009-04-09T17:40:00.000+08:00

+2. Can you believe it? I have 10 nieces/nephews.

I’m officially immune to failing.

Because failure makes me a stronger person in whatever I will do in the future. Yea, maybe it’ll make a scar for a few hours but the scar will heal with the strong encouragement of my fellow mates.

Failing is part of life. You will have to eventually get up when you fall.

" Coins always make a sound, but the currency notes are always silent. So, when your value increases, keep yourself calm and silent."

- Anonymous.

NIGHT STUDY!

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Night study.

2009-04-07T22:44:00.000+08:00

“This reminds me of camp. I smell camp!”

- Woon Fui.

How was your night study cause mine was fruitful? HEHE.

Did English and EMaths for the whole 3 hours. I couldn’t believe I actually survived 3 hours of strict studying (with talking too). So yes, behind me was nonsensical Woon Fui, Seng Tong, Joel and Boon Hao. Next to me was Aishah. Okeh so guess the lameness and the laughter. Ehem.

What did I learnt today?

I learnt stuff. (:

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Unlike any other.

2009-04-06T20:17:00.000+08:00

Selamat Pengantin Baru to Kak Diana and Abg Zali.

Stay happy and loving forever.

Thank you for sharing your joyful day with us.

So for the weekend, while every one else was busy with homework (I think), I was down at Yishun and Cheng San CC for Kak Diana’s wedding. Very grand!

SATURDAY; 040409

Groom and his relatives came at nearing 11. Abg Zali was super nervous.

“I helped Abg Zali with his songkok and he was shaking.”

- Abg Aee.

And my photogenic cousin? Well, she was nervous as well. And she acted shy. Right..

After akad nikah was done, they had photo shots with 2 other gowns/suit.

After lots of sighing and lots of giggling and lots of shyness and lots of nervousness, couple left for Jamiyah Orphanage.

Sunday; 050409

Headed to Cheng San CC at Ang Mo Kio as early as 10.30 only to find that Mak Long, Abg Fareez and Abg An still at home. Wapiang! When the people performing is coming at 11 and 12 respectively. Tsktsk.

Senandong Ria and Lentera Tari, both run by my very capable with any traditional arts brother; darah seni katakan, came and so did the bride and groom.

Senandong Ria.

Spot the difference. Clue: Deanda and Syakilah. (Like as if you know which is which. Hehe.)

Groom’s arrival.

Having nice cousins can be super fun. Especially when it comes to the part where they become evilly nice.

It’s a custom to have the bride’s side blocking the groom’s way to the pelamin. So for us, we had 4 ‘stations’ to stop the groom. *Evil grin*

First up, uncles and aunts conquering the front door. Then Abg Fareez and Abg Aee at the front of that ‘main entrance.’ *Points to picture*

HOHO. Next was the evil clan who couldn’t stop sabotaging people throughout the whole day. Abg Amy, Abg Ali, Abg Ar and Abg Udin.

CARTOON!

Favourite part! What else but silat?

Abg Zul; Senandong Ria.

Kak Lin, Kak Yana, Kak Linda and Cik Ya was at the last family ‘station.’ HEHE.

Heels do help! (:

Food, talk, sabotaging, filled with many songs and slacking. Awesome. And after what felt like a hundred, Abg Amy, Abg Ali, Abg Udin and Abg Ar finally got sabotaged themselves by Abg Is. HAH. But Abg Haslan took Abg Ali’s place since he ran away from us all. And I really do mean away.

Oh yes, slack!

Some insights of the whole wedding decoration.

If you see blue, you saw Abg Zali’s side. If you see red/maroon, you saw my side my of the family.

And that was my weekend. Stayed up till midnight to get the homework done. I can’t believe I did that.

Next family event, Iffah’s Birthday.

Next maternal family event, Abg An with Kak Aidah’s wedding.

Next paternal family event, Kak Illa’s wedding. (I think)

Next major event, Prelim 1.

Today was awesome. Issac and I were laughing because some people just love to interrupt others’ conversation without knowing what happened. HAHA. And 2.4 was 25.55. HAHA. 4D!

Debate get-together was rubbish. JAMAICA! And someone, *coughSHABNAMcough* doesn’t know who’s Wayne Rooney and Taufik Hidayat. Gosh.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Messed up.

2009-04-04T22:00:00.000+08:00

Nothing ventured nothing gain.

YEY! I’m updating. Been really busy nowadays, so lets begin.

Thursday was a very big rush. Had to check First Aid stock straight after Chemistry excel and I had no idea how Farah and I ended up in the hall doing duty. What’s more, we almost died because the ball kept heading our way.

Rushed home after Fauzi took over and prepared myself for campfire!

Was late but still managed to catch up with the rest since they waited for us at Dhoby Ghaut. Hehe.

At the canteen because we were hungry so we wanted to eat and also we were testing our vocal. Hehe.

Performance time. The right picture was during the teachers’ performance. HEHE.

Our Mr Guitarist.

Went out of the campsite at around 10 after a few snaps of pictures and leftover forfeit with Melvin and Akira.

I reached home nearing midnight and I thought my legs almost failed me. EHEM.

Friday was a day at Temasek Polytechnic. Psychology was the only awesome talks, the rest wasn’t that appealing but was still interesting. Went for training and I swear I thought I was going to smack some asses of some people. Recreation time was awesome. Everyone was aiming me and I was soaking wet! But at least I had fun despite the fall.

Sucked.

Went out today for Kak Diana and Abang Zali’s akad nikah from morning till 6+. Tired! Wedding tomorrow and I have not done any homework for the week. Goshhhh!

Now, off to bed!

Always pick yourself up when you fall.

And I still miss you.

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Shits.

2009-04-01T10:44:00.000+08:00

*Puts plate filled with noodle on table*

*Reads prayer*

Iffah: Eh, bacer doa tido pulak.

(Read the sleeping prayer instead of eating prayer)

*Smacks forehead*

Right.

2009-03-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

Sister: Bukak like that lah. Ape je.

Iffah: Oh! Macam gitu!

Sister: Orange kan!

Iffah: Oh orange. Ingatkan limau!

Orange carries the meaning limau in Malay. Limau carries the meaning of orange in English.

*Smacks forehead*

Screams.

2009-03-30T20:55:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, you need to walk alone in life.

Kelvin is currently being very action with me. Just because he has fever and not going to school tomorrow.

At least I’ll have another apple. Hehek.

School sucked today. Felt so restless.

PE was for once fun. Because we had to play ultimate frisbee and my team kept losing. We looked really retarded running back and forth. Hehe.

Both Maths today was irritating. Though I could catch up with AMaths today, vectors in EMaths stabbed me repeatedly. Issac and I were staring at the question figuring out. But hey, at least I don’t feel that stupid. HEHE.

I thank God Issac (might) not read this else he’ll hit me for sure. Like what happened in R&R today. Hmph.

Chemistry test sucked. Period.

***

My dear juniors at the tagboard. I know I’m very loveable, but you don’t have to fight okeh? I love you guys anyway.

Hehe.

***

I can’t wait for Wednesday, Thursday night and Friday.

This week has got to be the best week for this month and term.

Prelims is coming. ):

Sweet Love

Toodles.

Clicks.

2009-03-29T00:37:00.000+08:00

A friend started to share his/her secrets. A friend started tell me her/his every feelings.

So I was thinking.

Is it coming back to me?

***

Watch ‘Coming Soon’ with YB in the afternoon. Was practically hilarious, the way they laughed I mean. Not the movie.

Movie was okeh. Personally, it’s more of a shock-factor kind of story instead of thriller. And it was actually saddening how she died. ):

On a scale of 0 to 5, I’d give 3. (:

***

Reminiscing suck sometimes.

Sweet Love

Toodles

Because suddenly, I miss the way you smile. I miss the way you walk. I miss everything about you. I miss you.

Misses.

2009-03-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

I feel like crying.

Today officially suck. Although I laughed a lot. ):

Been dreaming every night. It gets worse all the time.

I’m going to miss my Sec 1 squad 2009.

Training them since their day 1 of official trainings.

Training them from the day they don’t know something till the day they know a lot more.

I miss going to SJAB.

I don’t want to graduate!